I love being accused of shit that didn’t happen. Noone talked about you in my driveway, noone fucking was texting anyone calling you a cunt. Stop being paranoid and accusing cuz it’s pointless
finally for once in my life im happy with what im doing and where i am. it feels good to be happy but of course whenever i start feeling happy in my life, i all of a sudden get really sad and it snaps right back around. Lately i have a lot of time to sit down and think things out and now im all sad again. i keep wanting things i feel like i cant have. i want guys i cant have, and i want stuff ill never be able to get. it’s starting to look like no matter what i do to make myself happy in life im always going to unhappy and depressed. There’s someone i have my eyes on right now, and i know that im probably not going to have a shot because everyone else is all over him. well so it seems. the bad thing is that it makes me want him more then ever cuz it’s like i have to compete. to bad i dont wanna compete cuz it will never go my way and ill just be hurt. is it so bad to want someone? is it so bad to wanna be in someones arms all the time again? its like i have no hope anymore and i’m about ready to give up…
